You hear a lot about creators and creative burnout and I don’t know about anyone else but I always thought,
“See, that happens with PRODUCTIVE people. People who work 27 hours per day to produce works of magnificence. I’m a lazy bum who produces silly things. Nowhere NEAR the opulence of works of others I’ve seen. I’m fine. I can keep going. Gotta keep going.”
And I think we may not CONCIOUSLY think that burn-out is a noble thing. In fact we may think that it is a sad unfortunate thing that happens to great creators who try to over-exert themselves.
And I think that’s… I think that’s part of the problem. right there.
“A sad, unfortunate thing that happens to great creators”
“GREAT creators”
This means a couple things that I don’t think I consciously acknowledged.
1. Only great creators can experience creative burnout.
2. If you have experienced burnout, it means you are a great creator.
What this means to me is “you haven’t earned ‘burnout’. Only greats ‘burnout’ and you’re nothing special.”
It lead to this subconscious idea that I needed to EARN my burnout. That when I do burn out, I’ll need to have earned it and I can be counted as one of the greats who eventually did too much.
But the truth is… ANYONE can burn out. Anyone. From anything. And it’s not something that’s “earned” from being “too productive” or a “great creator”. It’s not heroic, it’s not glamorous. It’s not something to be proud of. something that needs to be addressed. To be fixed.
If any of this is speaking to you, I’m here to tell you that you CAN overdo it. There is nothing noble in working to the breaking point. It is LESS noble to know you’re working yourself to the breaking point and need to stop, but continuing anyway because you haven’t “earned it yet”